i am fucking tired.

i had a conversation with my manager over dinner, which was at 10pm.

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d: "so how was work?"

me: "... uhh... *in a rather dazed voice* ... im tired man... uhh... its... okay la..."

d: "wah. first day already look so dead ah?"

me: "well... i suppose... it is my first day of work ever... and its been a long day..."

d: "wah! your first job you choose such a tough one ah! hmm... good good... good to have a headstart in life!"

me: "... uhh... yeah.... uhh... *stares blankly into space* .... ..."

me: "what time tomorrow again...?"

d: "oh, tomorrow is 9am at furama hotel. its in the chinatown area."

me: *thinks of waking at 715 in the morning. considers the following roadshow activity in bedok, which will last till 10pm. realises that by the time i get home, its gonna be 1130pm.

me: "oh. ok..." *thinks to myself... fuck.*

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yes people. financial advising is not easy.

thats an understatement. it is mentally and physically draining. what a choice of a first time job man.

i am fucking tired. tomorrow, i shall be working from 9am til 10pm. inclusive of travel time, i will leave the house at 8 am and return at 12 am.

i am fucking tired.

i am fucking tired.

did i double post that?

anyhow, if you wanna lose weight rapidly and not feel the pinch of hunger pangs, try financial advisory services. today i had bubble tea for lunch. my dinnertime snack was a bowl of iced dessert (to cool my acridly dry throat). i only had a real dinner because my manager came and offered a dinner treat.

my fellow colleagues shared similar lack of appetite, so busy and exhaustive was the manner of work. 2 of them had a curry puff each for dinner. trust me, you wont feel hungry one.

i am fucking tired.

tomorrow i must close a case. my manager has offered me a fifty dollar bonus incentive. i will do my best to earn it.

for those who have been supportive even after hearing of my choice of (temporary) occupation, thanks. i'll buy you dinner once i start earning something. this is especially for people like ho, who dropped by and had my dessert dinner with me this evening. and dont worry, i dont headhunt friends.

i am fucking tired. i have said this multiple times, because i really, really mean it.